Hey am in need of some serious help, advise or whatever before i do something messed up. yeah am one of those people who others call freaks coz of the scars on
our wrists and arms but what they don't know is all the cutting is a way of us saying that we are hurting really bad.
anyway life is an agony these days just fights and the works going down at my house and am tired. am simply tired of living coz its jus too damn hard.people think that just coz u have a nice house and enough money everything is roses and peaches...they dont know what goes on behind closed doors..they dont take the time to notice the bruises on your body or why you walk with a limp these days coz the clothes your wearing are the latest in fashion and frankly they just dont care because as they put it your in a league of your own and not one of the cool kids...even if you were it wouldnt matter.
so i just want some advise to help me figure out what the hell am still doing in this business of misery coz the alcohol aint helping no more. if u have ever been in my shoes then u probably understand better than most....
anyway life is an agony these days just fights and the works going down at my house and am tired. am simply tired of living coz its jus too damn hard.people think that just coz u have a nice house and enough money everything is roses and peaches...they dont know what goes on behind closed doors..they dont take the time to notice the bruises on your body or why you walk with a limp these days coz the clothes your wearing are the latest in fashion and frankly they just dont care because as they put it your in a league of your own and not one of the cool kids...even if you were it wouldnt matter.
so i just want some advise to help me figure out what the hell am still doing in this business of misery coz the alcohol aint helping no more. if u have ever been in my shoes then u probably understand better than most....
